[Self]
I am the only one in the Wood family that isn't going to get a date. Not that it matters, I don't want to go anyways. And since when do I actually agree with what Jenna Towler says about anything? Great, am I turning into a cranky person like she did? I don't want to do that. What happened to being happy, or being easy going? What happened to me? I don't even feel like myself anymore. Porter always looks at me like I've changed. Well actually he just looks worried all the time. I hate who I have become. I need to change it, and I need to change it now.
I just don't know how.
Added after talking to Oliver: Every single one of my brothers can go for a fucking Slytherin, none of them get odd looks, none of them get told it might not be a good idea. No that is just reserved to me, this isn't fair. I hate all the dumb standards. Okay so Porter gets a total slide on it, because it is Gwen, but seriously? Jacob goes for a Goyle and Oliver a Nott? And just because I happened to like a Flint that makes me terrible? Of course it does. Because... Forget it. I hate all of this, all of the bullshit. I be Dad wouldn't even care who the boys are interested in. But me, I am the one that messes up more than any of them. I'm the one that they get to be upset about. I am the one that gets to get lectured for who I happened to fancy once upon a time.
[End]
I think it is time for a change.